Love Letter Part-2

Continuing with the Love Letter Trilogy here is the second part. My name is replaceable by the more suitable one's.


Hi
Considering you did not find my former letter offensive enough to fire back at me, but neither was it pleasing enough, for I still await a humble reply. I write to you again but this time rather in a straight forward manner compared to the convoluted expressions described earlier. I don’t understand what you did not get from our previous communication or you did not care enough to understand. May it was just some idiotic scribble for you but for me it was damn serious and almost the best way I could have expressed myself. It’s not like you don’t hang around with boys, and don’t tell me that I do that because they are my friends because what else am I asking you for and you can see I am trying hard for that. Just an opportunity and may be you would like me too. It’s not your face but the way of life what makes you so special and rare. May be you have some kind of misconception against me but I can assure you that I am not the kind of guy who goes of writing letter to every other girl he sees and trust me its first time ever I am doing such a thing. In last few days I have done things which I would have never done if I had option. I know how to change privacy setting before going to someone’s profile almost every day. I know it is cheap but good way to tell you that I was behind you. There is no background music in real life as in a movie so on has to explain the other through some concrete action. Possibly the information given below will clear the dust off few of your doubts.

• Arshad… “Naam pehle to nahin suna hoga!!!” but now you will always remember. I keep low profile.
• Have spoken only kind of 6 and a half sentence to any girl on the planet.
• May be I don’t speak much but do not tell lies. (Internal characteristic I don’t know why?)
• Don’t think much about myself and that is why 'About me' will kind of end in here.

Those who say "boys and girls can be only friends " are big lairs , it can never be true from both sides and whenever I say I want to be friend of you I simply mean I 'like' you and want to marry you in near future at some appropriate time and nothing else. I don't know why girls prefers friendship over marriage proposal may be they are afraid what their parents and other people would think about them and this damned friendship at the end leads to more complicated complications. So I will never need a girl friend.

I am showing such desperateness for a reason you probably don’t understand but maybe someday you will. A wider perception of thoughts and deeper understanding of intentions is all I can ask from you. No matter what you think of me but my intentions are pure as earthly possible. I don’t know what else to say to convince you. People think of me of a honorable person, I don’t know what you think of me, I don’t care about my integrity & respect as you are worth taking the risk and it is only Allah who gives respect to one in others heart.
I know you are beautiful, charming and simple (rarely found).I am short of words but in one word I can say you are awesome. I am very far from being a Hero (“Heroes don’t exists” you might know or may realize some day) but still a very eligible bachelor. It’s not that I am compared to you, now there is no match for your elegance. But I want to tell you something which I have never said to anyone nor I will say something like this in future ,you will not get better man than me(only Allah knows what is good for us).
You might be laughing or feeling funny while reading this letter but you would have understood my emotion if there was background music in real life. A know little about human psychology, I don’t think I have hurt you in these letters but I say Sorry for something that I said unintentionally did hurt your feelings. How can praising someone hurt him if this is the case with you I feel higher of you. Basically I am here to write some research paper not this type of letters and you are here to read some research paper not my letters. I don’t want to disturb your studies. But for my sake please reply even if you have lit bit sympathy or hatred for me.

If you are shy don’t be for I am shier. If you want to reject me do so. Don’t think of my feelings, your answer will only heal my heart and help me face the truth. I take both success and failure in my life with equal joy. Everyone has his own likes. I haven’t seen you closely or met you but still I like you and want to live whole life with you. May be you are not like me and want to know about me. For this you have to meet or call or mail or give your phone no to me may be I am asking for too much. I am one of the simplest person don’t hesitate with me.

At last just a little advice ‘Don’t change’, for most people like you the way you are. I will always admire you in all circumstances, it doesn’t matter what you think of me.

Thanks for making me got to sleep with a smile

P.S.: I Love You.